Capitolo 54
they was open from the performers' order. Some of 'em is also grown weak
worse that that one and anybody of 'em is very good; but I chose this
one out because it was worth that the most greater part of
'em. The performers didn't take notice when they found what they was.
They opened the box to see if it were dockyments."
"Well, Jane", I said me, "I will climb and I will bring them street every one
with me. Them it is possible you/they can help to remember me some things."
I drew my hand through my forehead. "Everything seems so dark", I went
on. "Still when I see again things, I feel as sometimes if me almost
recognizes them."
This way that the a lot of morning we climbed together (I would not go alone), and
found the rest of the photos--positives very grown weak from
old style flat, the most greater part of theirs that you/they represent people and places me
you/he/she had never seen; and some of them not evidently taken in England.
Me suffered I didn't look then only them at all on. I thought not better it
to do this way. I would give every possible opportunity to my memory. Takes some
to a duration, and he/she sees theirs they produced that effect on me. Perhaps--nevertheless
I tightened me from the naked idea with horror--it is probable that they rouses in mine
sleeps such another effort dispersed of spontaneous reconstruction. Still
the last had cost me a lot of nervous deterioration--very mental
agony.
Some days later, I went away from Woodbury. I had learned for the
moment, I thought, that whole Woodbury could teach me: and I craved
gets again free for once from this atmosphere that it pervades of
mystery. To Aunt Emma, at least all they were simple and openly. ME
goes up again to Barton-on-the-sea, and remains there for once,
among the hills covered with heather before proceeding some further on my trip,
of discovery.
But me taken back Jane with me. Me it now liked Jane. In those two
five-day weeks that I had learned to seize me to her. Although I remembered her/it,
severely speaking, anybody more than for before, still the affection that I owe