Capitolo 15
me for Your mercy. I implored him to increase my sentences, for me I was
afraid I didn't make _mourn_ enough for my sins. But me found relief
in the Diary of the Mr. Wesley, where I learned that we should not build on
thing we feel, but that we should go from Christ with all of our sins and
all of our hardness of heart.
"January 21 I started to write a confession of my sins, uneasiness and
helplessness, together with a decision to also look for Christ to
death, but, my business that he/she calls away me, I didn't have any heart to go above with
it. In the evening I read the Sacred writings, and it found a kind of pleasure
in to see a portrait of my wickedness so precisely drawn in the third one
chapter of the epistle to the Romans, and that of my condition in the
seventh; and I now felt some they hope that God ended in me the job
He had started."
You/he/she would have been strange if to this important crisis the devil had had
do alone it. In many ways the enemy fought for its soul. Among other
you hinder that he was they attack with temptations to the bad thoughts, and,
suffering over measure, he cried to God with a _definite_
faith that sprang from the a lot of desperateness of his/her immediate need
of help. Hope grew inside his/her sad soul, for, as he says:--
"The two or three temptations and the sensitive peace is withstood in mine
soul through the whole one of them, I started to think the God it was him/it
doing. After you/he/she was suggested to me that it was the great conceitedness
for such sinner to hope in such mercy. I prayed it is probable that I am not
permission to fall in a deception; but the more self I begged the more self
saw was true, for although sinned it mixed the whole long day, me always
the old one in the name of the God.
"In the evening I read some of the experiences of the children of God, and
you find my case been of accord with theirs, and the sermon went on which well I had felt
Faith that justifies. I sent to call on the God the perseverance and a