Capitolo 73
who liked. The graduate of Harvard neither it was American neither
European, neither even entirely the Yankee; his/her admirers were few and his
many; perhaps its worse weakness was its self-criticism and
embarrassment; but his/her ambitions, social or intellectual,
necessarily it was convenient even if it is probable that they is negative. Afraid
of so serious risks, and even more afraid of personnel
puts in ridiculous, he rarely made a great failure of the life, and almost
more or less a life always conducted value living. Then Henry Adams, well
aware that he could not succeed as a researcher, and finding his
social position over improvement or need of effort, brought him
him to the only ambition that is able otherwise as soon as
a true consequence of the university is seemed, although it was the last
Unitary rest of the old supremacy. Him taken to the pen. Him
writing.
The Periodical of University stamped its job and the university
Societies listened to its addresses. Prodigal of encomium the readers
it was not; the public also, listened in silence; but this was
the whole encouragement some collegial of Harvard had a reasonable hope
to receive; serious silence was a form of patience that has wanted to say
possible future acceptance; and Henry Adams kept on writing. No
one took care of enough to criticize, is omitted soon who started
suffers reaching his/her his/her own limits. He founded that he was not able
both this--or that--or the other; always precisely the things
he wanted to be. He didn't have intelligence or purpose or strength. Judges always
it classified him/it under of a competitor, if he had of it; and he believed the
judges were right. Its job seemed to him thin, common place,
weak. To durations he so fatally felt his/her his/her own weakness that him
you/he/she could not follow; when he didn't have anything say, he could not say him/it,
and he founded that he had very small to say better to. A lot that him
then he/she wrote it has to be still in existence in press or manuscript,
although he never desired to see again it, for him without doubt it felt that