Capitolo 84
shelter and in their graves--and more sadly elsewhere; of whom
adversities interested the press and of who types attracted the
novelists.
You were one of them.
They swarmed around her; one to the time she recognized them: the woman that
incapable to be born on soon under his/her tragedy sinks in the eternity--or you walk
in him; the woman that disappears from the scene and in some place under
another name or with another grapevine of destiny on--devoting himself/herself/itself to memory
or to forgetfulness; the woman that is above in the house, while giving to
the world any signal in the interest of everything that he/she still remains
to her but separately living--on the other side of the closed door; the
woman that is above without closing brings her/it to key, while mean-hating,
mean-loving--the approved compromise and it refused; the woman that
it gives the welcome one the end of the love-play as the beginning of the peace and the
the cessation of bothers; the woman that starts to act his/her tragedy to
servants and children and knowledges--reaping understanding for her
and sowing downfall and torture--for him; the woman of what it allows to fall the care
hotels, thin his/her comforts, forcing so the acute memo of his/her value
as at least an investment toward his/her general comfort; the woman that
strive him to relight dying carbons ventilating them with fresh
charms; the woman that plays on the jealousy and it touches the male
instinct to hold one really although few appreciated so that not another acquires
it and it appreciates him more; the woman that puts a clock to discover the other
woman: they swarmed around her, she identified each.
And she dismissed them. They brought Them her any help; she tightened him from them
company; a strange feared transports her/it so that not _they_ owes
discovers _her_. One only she freed from the crowd and for a
while him confined with her in some kind of the double loneliness: the woman that
when so refused it turns him to another man--the man that is waiting