Capitolo 73
next day I came again to look for her/it: she was exhausted then and a half
dead. You were a superb model and me taken an interest in her. When her
grown better me I talked to her and I founded that she was a kind of Parisian
Provides of poles with a strange history. You was living as an actress to that of
the small theaters, and you/he/she had tried suicide in disgust of change of rout with
life. I had been playing with the same idea for years. Us both you/they had fought
with the world and it hated him. Its imagination was softer than mine
possesses, and in his/her moments of quieter, when its affections were roused, her
it was marvelously tender and affectionate. When she left the hospital she put
her under my protection. I believe that she loved me, and nobody ever had
me beloved before. I know that her taken possession of me, body and soul. ME
if marries her/it. I am able in the moment in which you/he/she has jumped gladly in the Seine with
his/her if she had preferred him. For three months we lived together while me
ended the portrait that me called the Priestess of Delphi, painted
you give my sketches of her in his/her agony. The portrait made a great noise in
Paris, and it brought me some new friends, among the rest one that, I think,
it really saved me from Charenton. Hazard called to my study in the moment in which my
troubles were starting to lacerate asunder me. My wife had the temperament of
a fury and all the vices in Paris. Excitement was its passion; her
you/he/she could not sustain the quiet of the life of an artist; he/she anchors his/her Bohemian
instincts entered him on only in so that, and when they left her/it to them alone
she still had splendid quality that has contained me to her. Hazard entered
on us one day in the middle one of a terrible scene when she was
threatening again to complain his/her his/her own life, and trying, or faking to try
to take mine. When he entered, she disappeared. The next one that I have felt of her,
she returned on the stage--lost! I was brought out; my nervous system was