Capitolo 30
search of them, so that our thirst for each other still it was
unquenched.
In measure as this impassioned ecstasy it absorbed more and more me to me,
ever devoted less time to the philosophy and the job of the school.
Indeed it became disgusting to me to go to the school or to linger
there; the jobs, were very serious besides since my nights,
it was eves of love and my days of study. Mine making lectures they became
suddenly happy-go-lucky and lukewarm; I didn't do anything because of
inspiration but all only as a matter of the habit. I had
more than a reciter of first discoveries my nothing happens, and
although me he/she anchors I wrote poems, they treated with love, not with the
secrets of the philosophy. Of these songs You you know well as
some have widely been known and I/you/they have been sung in a lot of earths,
mainly, methinks, from those that pleased him in the things of this
world. As for the pain, the moans, the lamentations of mine
students when they perceived the worry, no, rather the
chaos, of my mind it is equal very hard to imagine them.
A thing so demonstration could only deceive some, anybody, methinks,
the safe ones of who shame it bespoke for the more, the girl's uncle, Fulbert.
Truth was often suggested enough to him, and from a lot of people, but
he could not believe him/it, partly as I have told me reason for his,
boundless love for his/her nephew, and partly because of the notorious one
my continence of preceding life. Indeed we don't easily suspect
the shame in those that we take care of more tenderly, neither you/he/she can be there the stain of
ugly suspect on affectionate love. Of this San Jerome in his/her epistle
to Sabinianus (Epist. 48) it says: "We am accustomed to be the last to know
the evils of ours own families, and to be ignorant of the sins of
our children and our wives, although our neighbourses sing them to tall voice."
But any matter as slow you/he/she can be in to disclose him a matter, it is
sure to come before finally, neither it is it easy to hide from what is