Capitolo 38
the two in love and hate--to Kentucky, where a soldier's ideal
life is always the ideal of the duty of a man and the maximum glory.
Finally I felt that my time had come.
"Georgian", I said me, there is a secret self I have never divided with you.
It is the only fear that I have ever felt concerning our future. But, if
a war should be us--you would do better to now know him/it--you leave her or not the permission
You, I will unite me to the army."
You grew white and it faint with the thought of one day to come. But to
hard she said:
"Yes; You have to go."
"I know a thing", I added, after a long silence; "if I could do mine
the whole duty as a Kentuckian--as an American citizen--as a human being--me
you/he/she should have to fight on both the sides."
I have put so down in a poor way a part of the only discourse that me I ever had
with Georgian on these subjects during the year 1851.
Yesterday, on sunset the earth and sky were beautiful with that
fulness of peace that things reach to the thick moment before them
proud and ends. The time seemed to me the last serene beauty of
summer, soon to have ruffled from strong wind and it blackened from colds.
Georgian witnessed his/her window that looks in the west. The shades of
the trees in my enclosure fell more from very and more from very through the garden toward
his/her. More dark color among these the forms of the cedars and the pines placed in
what the redbirds had lived. His/her bespoke of the whole attitude a humor
him surrendered to memory; and I felt me sure that us two were thinking of the
same thing.
As she has drawn near to that mystical revelation of life that has to come
with our marriage, the gayety of Georgian is slightly grown covered. It is
as if the I strive wild in her pits a few sad to you/he/she had to be captures
finally; and I experiment an indefinable pain that my is become also
you throw to fate to subjugate her/it so in. The thought possesses me that her
it submits to marriage because she cannot intimately live with me and
you lavish his/her love on me in some other relationship; and therefore I draw