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both of the pain and pleasure, and I consent more gladly, gladly,
with Your application that I would write to you, however shortly. His/her
despondency is natural, and still it is with delight through which I perceive
his/her obscurity those feelings of the faith and the duty that Your sense of religion
you/he/she has so particularly done Your really. I sympathize, believes me from mine,
heart, in those tests that Your very delicate health makes her this way
few able to bear. I don't want endeavour from words of the consolation to
it assuages their gravity, for me I know that it would be in vain. In Your
more first youth me endeavoured to thrill on Your mind that we am not
commanded to check every natural feeling. We am but we said to pour before
God our trouble, to tilt himself/herself/themselves on Your mercy, to have trust in Your providence to
you brake our lips to murmur, and if we do so, although our torn wounds are able
fall, and our heart feels breakup, our prayers will still be felt and
approved on tall. It is not with you, my poor girl, the weak indulgence
of pain that it ever prostrates her on a couch to suffer, it is, the
lotteries of resignation and hideaway for which I/you/they are too much fairs the
delicacy of Your constitution; and ago you don't think that conflict is
done mark by Him that, as a father, pitieth Your children? Painful as it is
to You, my dear Mary, Your sufferings can be in a degree a source of
the mercy to Your mother. Agonizing as it is to the heart of a parent, to
you look at the had couch the fever of a beloved child, it still had her not that
anxiety, is probable that the behavior of Your father and brother present still
deeper wretchedness. For Your cause, she dismisses the agonizing thoughts
that would be otherwise her really; for Your cause, her the reunions her really
energies that other would abandon him; and when you are restored to her,
when, in that intervals of peace that sometimes it is Your really, she sees
You in health and touches Your continuous devotion, believes me, there is a
well of comfort, of blessed comforts in his/her affectionate heart of what nothing