Capitolo 14
unpleasantly difficult; but I was not afraid more, to meet mother
sorry or blaming look, as I had been before, and her affectionate
encouragement and the marks of approval that dad and she
datum, when I was not able but I feel me I had done few deserve them,
illuminated the jobs of my assignment, and causing to sincerely desire me to
you deserve their gentleness, it increased my efforts; and for a long time, favorite
Mary, these miserable feelings so entirely departed by me, that me
it was amazed to perceive as very I/you could be as happy to London almost me
as to dear Oakwood; entirely as happy it is impossible, because I feel more
and more as a lot of I prefer a national and calm life in the country to
London and society. You perhaps as mother will smile ago, and you/he/she says me I am
not introduced anchor, and then I can change my idea; but I don't think me
. You prefer the country, so it won't be very strange if me
owes; but when I see how completely, and he/she anchors as happily, she has
abandoned his/her residence of favourite and jobs, for the affairs and
the happiness of his/her children, I feel me ashamed to the dear egoism
what mine has been. Oh, Mary, when I will be never as mother? when it is able
I am never worthy of half, no, a quarter of that respectful admiration
what you/he/she is given on her, also from those which principles and behavior
is you/he/she directly opposed?
In his/her conversations with me she had spoken more than the opinion of the
I husk that she ever did to Oakwood and one day that it risks him to observe him/it,
as being contrary to that that her so it attentively instilled, that to God
and our conscience we should be responsible for our behavior, her alone
answered, with a smile--
"I am waiting me from very this comment, the my dear Emmeline, and me they have
endeavoured to be prepared with an answer. To our Father in Sky and
to our his/her own conscience us he/she anchors we have to look for our guide in the life; that not
in the one thing it owes us we infringe the love and the duty that we owe our Creator, or