Capitolo 13
"I won't write again to Mary, the dear mother cultivates me I have conquered everybody
these foolish and sinful feelings, and you/he/she can write as usual; and to be completely
sure of me, that I cannot break my decision, I make him a promise that
for six months I won't give me the pleasure to address her/it,
and if also at the end of that time you don't think that I sufficiently have
recovered my senses that they certainly seem to have abandoned me You
it will increase my beta time to Your wish; I deserve of it
deprivation for my ungrateful behavior, and the time not to write to Mary is
the greatest I can think of." I tried to appear very heroic as me I did
this discourse, but with all of my efforts I failed completely. Mother looked
to me a moment in surprise, but then, with more than the usual tenderness, her
violates me to his/her heart, and I felt a fall of torn wound on my cheek.
"My his/her own sweet child, the my dear Emmeline!" she exclaimed, "I didn't do
you are waited for this he/she offered sacrifice, but I will accept him, my his/her own love and
does his/her pain he calmed to Your affectionate heart from the knowledge that
in to do him/it, you have given me the purest, more delicious sense of
pleasure that you could give. We won't say six months", she added, more
happily, "we will see what brings the middle one or end of January. You
it will almost have still then four months to ransom Your character. I have
not the slightests doubt that also before that period my Emmelines will be
her." Oh, Mary, I felt me so very happy as her he/she spoke so that me
he/she thought that I have to find him/it very easy to conquer him, but I was wrong me,
him been painfully wrong; I had encouraged despondency and I had been melancholy for so along a
period, that asked for every exercise, in the very least one, to subjugate
it. I had chosen to waste my time, and it am careless to all the means
of improvement that was offered me, and to command my attention
sufficiently to regain the good opinion of our wise teachers was more anymore