Capitolo 52
cheerfulness. He is the memo of my loss. Memo? Face me never
do you forget? It is not me thinking of that before its notes whip my memory
to dawn? Every day is able them they do more than the deepest furrow the channel
of unforgetfulness? Few he dreams that that my friendship for
he has cost me. But this comfort I have to heart--that I was not
it also tried to betray him/it.
Three more days have passed. Any signal still those Georgian they want
sweetens soon or never. Every day I strive him/it it becomes harder to be born.
My mind it has dwelt on my last reunion with her, up to that the truth
around him weavers on my memory as vague shades, uncertain.
You doubted my love for her. Was it that test she demanded? ME
has to stop to look at the red-bird, while lying here and there under the
trees, and listening to him/it as him sings above of me. My eyes devour
him every whenever he crosses my run with a charm of uncomprehended
that is the pain. As kind he is become, and as, without intending
it, I have deepened the dangers of his/her life from her a lot of gentleness
what I have brought on him. Twice already the fate of his/her kind
you/he/she has struck to him, but I have hocked me to be his/her friend.
This is his/her happier season; some days now, and he will feel the
you call of his/her youth in the nest.
I closed me in my shop in the enclosure this morning. I didn't do
wishes to know my servants. In there me I made a bird-trap as me
you/he/she had often used when a boy. And this afternoon I went to city late
and he/she bought a bird-cage. I was afraid the dealer he/she would judge badly
me, and he/she explained. He silently analyzed my face. To-tomorrow that I want
enough you trap down the red-bird it departs back the pines along to thrill on
his/her memory a life-long suspect of every so the artifice, and then
I will put again it free in his/her wide world of light. Above all
things, I have to see ago to him that him him played not or it have
the least broken pen.
It is now far spent midnight, and I have not slept or I have desired for